shower the people you love with love

a semi-awkward dinner and many surprise-birthday-party drinks later, i made it home and was in bed talking to E on the phone when i realized that i have a lot of people that love me. a lot. it sounds big-headed, i know, but it is true. i have been getting so much encouragement lately from my friends and coworkers that thinking about it just makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. i am surrounded by great people that are watching out for me. from keeping me from stepping in puddles on a drunken walk home to worrying about my stalker (mr. creepy) to convincing me to stand up for what i want before totally giving up.... they're all good people.

as for the dinner with my ex, it went ok. he showed up in a suit dressed to the nines. i had on jeans and my usual adorable attire. it was evident from talking to him though, that he is still not moving on. i hadn't spoken to him in like 3 months trying to send him the message that it's time that he get back out there... in fact, it is long overdue. let this be a lesson to those of you out there that i have/will date(d) - i am awesome. you will have a very hard time getting over me and you will want to come back after it is over. i guarantee it or your money back ;) this ex is obviously not the only one that has tried. i can't help it if i am great. it's really not my fault now, is it?