uber unhappiness

well, the week is half over already. that's a plus. had a really bad day yesterday overall, so am glad that it is over. of course, today, i have to break it to the yoga instructor that comes to my work weekly that today will be her last class here due to lack of interest from the site. this lack of interest has become so extreme that last week i had a one-on-one class with her. by the end of the class i was face down in child position with her laying on my back grinding my face into what i am going to assume was crumbs from someone's lunch. did i mention the yoga class is taught in the cafeteria?

i realized today on my way to work that there are a lot of things that i am unhappy with lately.

my apartment: besides the obvious uneasiness that mr. creepy brings to this matter, i am tired of listening to the maintenance guys work on the building day-in and day-out and i could use a bit more space.

my car: although, having a sporty little convertible is nice, having parts stolen, tires slashed, tires bubble, electrical go haywire, and it tell you that it needs service suddenly doesn't make the bill seem worth it.

my work: the constant lack of appreciation and challenge has driven me into a bad place. no one shows up for the weekly meeting anymore (but do they bother to tell me not to come? NO). there is no chance of me moving up, getting a raise, or getting along with one of my incompetant co-workers.

my love-life: (or sudden lack there of) the constant reminder that i am alone in this world is not bringing a smile to my face. i am miserable and it shows in everything that i do. now, i could change this by going out and meeting people and dating god-knows-who, but i don't feel like it. rather just complain about it until i feel better.

so i suppose i should end this dreary post on a more positive note... i am happy about all of the new hobbies that i am getting into to keep me going. it's not so great doing them all alone, but my partner in crime isn't around anymore, so i must. did i say that was supposed to be positive? ah well. can't have everything.